I've been spending most of my time just playing computer games I haven't been drawing much for months witch is very unlike me. Warcraft 3 is so addictive, anything Blizzard makes is like crack to me I never stop using it till they make something even stronger. DotA is my drug of choice on battle.net.

Anyways my health sucks. Been getting these nasty chest pains so I've finaly desided to eat healthier. Heart attack at 20 I'd probalby set a record but I rather not risk it. Also these years of sitting infront of a computer have made my leg musles shrink to nothing; my bother says I resemble a pumpkin on stilts. If the heart pains get worse I'll see a doctor, other wise not. I'm a shamed to say it at my age but I don't like doctors.

On a final note I gatta get my life together it's a *****ing mess. I have alota stuff on my to do list and I haven't done any. Not even my GED witch I should have done like a year ago. I'm sucha lazy/cowardly basterd.

Went to a Deviant art meeting a few days ago. It was cool I made deep connections with the people there.

Like the quiet one, the one that reminds me of Butt-head, frekels the orange haired photographer that doesn't have back hair yet, the asian guy with a sense of humor, d&d girl, and like 3 other people I didn't say a word to.

Well I can't remember any names, but there was a deep connection. I think one was named Nick, years of TV has fried my short term memory so people I meet get remebered as quirks.

Anyway I'm way outta shape halfway through the trip I got too freakin' heat exusted to countinue.

I haven't done any finished work for a while so I thought I might as well cop out and upload some sketchy sketches. Enjoy. If you see me upload any more sketches its cuase I'm bussy/lazy.

I got some new books on antomy and art. Sadly when ever I get a new art book all it does is collect dust cuase I'm addicted to TV, I do eventualy read them though I am currently reading a Jack Hamm book I bought 6 mounths ago. I'm also a highschool drop out and have poor reading skills, compared to a college drop out anyway. So it takes me a while to read a book. May be its just "sycosimatic" or something cuase while I read a Super Man comic witch I love I finish it in one sitting, but if its a bad comic book it takes me a few days to finish.

I saw the movie Dumb and Dumberer it was great. If you go see it, odds are you wont think its the greatest movie ever but its good for a luagh. It has a strange quality to it that other movies don't, that I like. Only problem I had with the movie is the character of Lloyd had clever dialog, too clever for a guy in his shoes anyway.

The movie also reminded me of my days in Special Ed. when I was a boy. Your probalby not suprised that I was in Special Ed. as a child since you can see all this bad grammer and spelling.

Yesterday was free comic book day and I got my free comic book, all I had to do was walk to my local comic book shop and BOOM free comic book. I was thinking of hitting every comic book store in Manhattan and getting a bunch of free comics, but it was a hot day and I didn't wanna walk around in that.

If anything free comic book day was a good chance to check out my new supplier of comic books. I had my local junk food store getting comic books for me but they're not familiar with comic books and kept getting me comic books from obscure companies. As a result I now like collecting obscure comic books and comics from independent companies.

I often find my self buying comic books with my food money. A good chance to lose wiegh I find my self breaking chairs far to often.